Ode to My Tainted Dreams

First post of 2010. Well, Happy New Year… and 5 days. I still am allowed to say it because my christmas tree hasn’t been dismantled yet, but don’t worry, I won’t go as far as wishing everyone a merry christmas. I just hope you all enjoyed the festivities as much as I have. What I did? Most of the times, nothing. We went up to Wales for Christmas, had people over the house most of the times during December and yes, I cooked.

I have been cooking a lot these days, I even made dinner for the 31st of December, which included the roast chicken, baked potato croquettes, boiled carrots, stir-fried mushrooms and finally, salad. And, it wasn’t bad, even if I was stressed as hell because I was alone at home with the kids and I had to babysit them as well as take care of the whole house for the day and do all the stuffs and I’m stressing again. Continue reading →

Eyes wide open with a little glimmer of hope, the human world stays a puzzle for her. As she walks down the lane, few encounters hold her down, to finally let go. No strings, no attachements, she continues her way, secretly wishing for a hand to tie her down. Footprints fading in the melting snow, it’s impossible to look back now. What was would always remain, but what lies ahead can always be changed. Memories forgotten or rather, casted aside, the past does not matter anymore. She lets go of it as it lets go of her. Slowly tring to find herself, questions still remain unanswered, but no longer being a threat. She now understands what life is asking of her; to give herself time…

It might be a bit late but happy new year everyone =)